Sometimes I don't know if my heart or mind is stronger... Or what is controlling what... I guess I'm in the midst of an identity crisis recently and I hate it. It's not helping the situation at all and I feel so mad at myself. Did I allow it to come to this state? Did I make a wrong turn somewhere? Will all things be back to what it were before if I U-turn now? I really don't know the answers to these or maybe I'm afraid to try and answer them.

To my dear readers: This post is just one of those times when I'm feeling emo about things, I'll be normal the next time you see me... Don't worry, the nonsensical Aik Hui will never be faraway from his crazy antics... Or maybe I just keep my emotions hidden too well with the clownish facade of mine. Well, I should still be able to solve my problems so keep that smile on your face, I'm still silly old childish me!!