A little breather

Time for a little breather before I proceed on with my load of essays and projects. I've completed the 1st barrage of mid-term tests and I have to say, I'm pretty beaten by them. My brain seems to be at full capacity now. Sometimes I think it would be so great if we could upgrade the RAM and HD of our brain when we find it max-ed out. But well, there's always memories that will be replaced but then a few sweet ones and memorable memories will forever be close to my heart never to be replaced or washed away from me.

Talking about memories brings me back to 4 years ago. Today, the A levels results were announced. 4 years ago, I was like one of the many teenagers receiving my 'fantastic' results. But 4 years on, I'm still.. well, an A level certificate holder... I don't even feel any different from those people who received their results today. Not any smarter, neither more mature nor more sensible in thoughts and actions. I've grown physically but guess I'm still stuck in the mind of a budding teen. Letting time pass by blindly is but a 'favorite' hobby of mine. No wonder hobbies is called past-time... I really wish to take hold of time and make the best out of it but I'm weak and frequently fall back to my old ways.. Times like this really make me hate myself.. oh well, I have to take the 1st step to start the change within if not, there's no way divine intervention can aid at all.