Waha!

66 words

Speed test

Ta-da!!

It's 1am and i'm finally done with the video!! Suddenly I'm so proud of myself. It's really a masterpiece. Hope everyone would enjoy it. Though it's only the '1st draft' and needs some more fine-tuning but at least the foundation work is all done. Time for bed!

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Up and down

I'm worried sick.. Pacing up and down waiting for news..

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Oh?

My SEP status is still unknown.. and I'm scared to ask cos I'm afraid that I'll get bad news. But I'm need to find out, so I guess I'll give myself a deadline which is the end of March. Part of me wants to go while another part of me wants to stay. I'm actually quite perplexed over this whole matter but I'll just hand it to God and see what happens..

why do i have an insecure feeling.. I suppose all along I have been feeling that in all I do. Could it be I have no confidence in what I do or it's just that I don't trust my and other people's work?

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My memorabilia for V-day 2008! Think it's better than flowers or candlelight dinners.

I have a date on V-day!!

Yea! I'm going to do something real meaningful this V-day. =P

Singles - don't be jealous, I'm still on your side. I'm just going for a blood donation, that's all.

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ouch.. pain!

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在回家的路上，我把事情反复思想。其实，我并没有抱怨或气馁的权力。而且，我确实有不对的地方。虽然事情已过，但我还是要说声对不起。

长远，虽然可能性不大，但这种事情或许会再一度发生，而我可能会犯回同一个错误。希望那时的我能够接受他人的不满。



在我渐渐成长的当儿，能够学习多体谅、多体恤他人的感受也算是成熟的一部分。

The many faces of Christopher

Now, what did I do wrong again? Grrr....

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If I get to go exchange.. I won't be celebrating CNY next year. hmm, so sad..

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Doubting Egg

Why Do I Have Doubts?

I cannot understand why certain things are played out in a certain manner. I should know that God is in control but yet somehow I just cannot accept the reality as truth. I guess I'm childish over it, not accepting the truth as truth. My childish side wants to change reality, wants to alter the present and create the future. But it's all just wishful thinking. I can only sit and sob and let the harsh truth of reality hit me in the face.

Things beyond my control just makes me frustrated. I find myself incomplete and a loser, unable to do anything. What is God proving? To bring me down so that I can depend on Him? I'm not so sure anymore. Maybe I should just hide away until the dark clouds passes. Or I should walk hand in hand with God and face the storms? To say again, I'm not so sure anymore..

Prayer, talking to God is going to be my only comfort here. I hope.

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