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Speed test

Ta-da!!

It's 1am and i'm finally done with the video!! Suddenly I'm so proud of myself. It's really a masterpiece. Hope everyone would enjoy it. Though it's only the '1st draft' and needs some more fine-tuning but at least the foundation work is all done. Time for bed!

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Up and down

I'm worried sick.. Pacing up and down waiting for news..

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Oh?

My SEP status is still unknown.. and I'm scared to ask cos I'm afraid that I'll get bad news. But I'm need to find out, so I guess I'll give myself a deadline which is the end of March. Part of me wants to go while another part of me wants to stay. I'm actually quite perplexed over this whole matter but I'll just hand it to God and see what happens..

why do i have an insecure feeling.. I suppose all along I have been feeling that in all I do. Could it be I have no confidence in what I do or it's just that I don't trust my and other people's work?

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My memorabilia for V-day 2008! Think it's better than flowers or candlelight dinners.

I have a date on V-day!!

Yea! I'm going to do something real meaningful this V-day. =P

Singles - don't be jealous, I'm still on your side. I'm just going for a blood donation, that's all.

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ouch.. pain!

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在回家的路上，我把事情反复思想。其实，我并没有抱怨或气馁的权力。而且，我确实有不对的地方。虽然事情已过，但我还是要说声对不起。

长远，虽然可能性不大，但这种事情或许会再一度发生，而我可能会犯回同一个错误。希望那时的我能够接受他人的不满。



在我渐渐成长的当儿，能够学习多体谅、多体恤他人的感受也算是成熟的一部分。

The many faces of Christopher

Now, what did I do wrong again? Grrr....

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If I get to go exchange.. I won't be celebrating CNY next year. hmm, so sad..

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Doubting Egg

Why Do I Have Doubts?

I cannot understand why certain things are played out in a certain manner. I should know that God is in control but yet somehow I just cannot accept the reality as truth. I guess I'm childish over it, not accepting the truth as truth. My childish side wants to change reality, wants to alter the present and create the future. But it's all just wishful thinking. I can only sit and sob and let the harsh truth of reality hit me in the face.

Things beyond my control just makes me frustrated. I find myself incomplete and a loser, unable to do anything. What is God proving? To bring me down so that I can depend on Him? I'm not so sure anymore. Maybe I should just hide away until the dark clouds passes. Or I should walk hand in hand with God and face the storms? To say again, I'm not so sure anymore..

Prayer, talking to God is going to be my only comfort here. I hope.

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haven't been blogging for ages.. cos maybe life is too peaceful? I dunno.. just that maybe I don't happen to encounter things worth blogging.

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iMac is Cool
iMac is Quick
iMac makes Aikhui
Smile like a kid

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Randomness

There are some people who makes my heart beat like crazy..

Sometimes it's love, sometimes it's anxiety, sometimes it's just some chain reaction or stress

But it's just weird that there are some people who makes me feel like that. These people must have been assigned a very 'special' appointment to cause this to happen. And when it happens.. I'll be so drowned in it that I lose myself and everything slips my mind. That's me and I don't really like it. =/

So are you one of those that causes my heart to beat like crazy?

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Modem was down the past few days. Now that I'm back I've got nothing much to say only the following..

School has started. Lessons are ok.. except for 2 mods which are rather abstract to me. Seem that I really catch no ball of the lesson, the most I can do is just listen but to digest and to comprehend is just kinda a big ?? So I've let God settle it, but of cos I have to do my part as a student 1st. So, I'm going to try my best as listening.

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Lord, I pray
To be moved only by Thee.
To be molded only by Thee
And to be used only by Thee
Keep me in your Hands
For that is where I have to be

Lord, I pray
For me to ask for guidance
For me to seek your promises
And for me to knock for grace
That I thirst no more
Than what You have given me

Lord, I pray
With all my heart to love Thee
With all my mind to understand Thee
And with all my soul to worship Thee
That I'm always on my knees
Praying unceasingly

07 goeth and 08 cometh

A blessed New Year to one and all.

Was giving a few thoughts to the year end and the year ahead. Remembered that I've made my 07 resolutions somewhere but I didn't remember where. Finally I found them here, in this blog.. and sad to say, didn't manage to do any of them.

Resolutions for the year 2007
1) Strive to be a God-fearing youth
2) Learn to wean myself off my kiddish ways
3) Have to be more communicative
4) Keep praying

so, here's 2008..

1) I'm going to re-look at my service for the year. Taken up some, so will let go of some, so as to do a better job for those i've taken up.
2) Going to plan my future seriously. A future that's centered around God.
3) Continuation from 07: Lord, keep me on my knees - praying.