Choices

Been thinking about the situation. Many thanks to friends who have given me feedback and advice. I've more or less come to a decision.

I like our current status quo and I really hope that it would remain this way. Scared? Maybe.. I just don't want things to change, it's fine as it is now. With me keeping silent seems the best option for both of us. As much as my heart wants our friendship to proceed to the next level, my mind tells me it's best to remain as it is now. It takes a lot of self-convincing and heart-ache to make this choice but I'm sure this is the best choice for now.

But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you. (Matthew 6:33)