I just went to watch this. I'd say I was pretty touched and eyes were wet at some point of the musical. At the end of the whole thing. A song (not from the musical) popped up in my head.
“I wonder, have I done my best for Jesus?
Who died upon the cruel tree?
To think of His great sacrifice at Calvary!
I know the Lord expects the best from me.
  Refrain:
 “How many are the lost that I have lifted?
How many are the chains I’ve set free?
I wonder, have I done my best for Jesus,
When He has done so much for me?”
   “I wonder have I cared enough for others,
Or have I let them die alone?
I might have helped a wanderer to my Savior,
The seed of precious life I might have sown.
  “No longer will I stay in the valley—
I’ll climb to mountain heights above;
The world is dying now for want of someone
Who will tell them of the Savior’s matchless love.
—E. Edwin Young
There are times I really wonder have I really put in my best into what I am doing? I wonder if I am treading on a path the Lord has set for me? For me, I really wish that I can put in my best in what I'm doing. Yet, I'm not sure if what I'm doing is what God wants me to do.
The only thing I'm sure now is.. I do like what I'm doing.. Is that the right feeling?
Anyway, here's info about the musical. Though it has ended but the website's still up.

(taken from 
http://www.love-above-all.org)
Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.
(John 15:13)
He is no                                                     fool who gives what he cannot                                                     keep to gain what he cannot                                                     lose”. Jim Elliot
Five young and promising lives                                                   were lost in Ecuador on January                                                   8, 1956. 
                                                  To the world, it was incomprehensible                                                   why the five missionaries chose                                                   not to defend themselves with                                                   their guns but had allowed their                                                   attackers to take their lives                                                   in the most savage and gruesome                                                   way. Equally astounding were                                                   their widows who later returned                                                   to the Ecuadorian jungles to                                                   face their husbands' murderers                                                   with the power of God’s                                                   love to turn violence, fear                                                   and tragedy into triumphant                                                   hope.                                                   
The story of Jim and Elisabeth                                                     Elliot has become the narrative                                                     and inspiration for hundreds                                                     after them to commit their                                                     lives to the mission field.                                                     The deaths of Jim Elliot,                                                     Nate Saint, Peter Fleming,                                                     Ed McCully and Roger Youderian                                                     were reportedly portrayed                                                     in the media as a tragedy,                                                     including Time and Life magazines,                                                     but the reports could make                                                     no sense of the risk-taking                                                     and sacrifice that was clearly                                                     not borne out of daredevil                                                     adventurism or voyeurism.
                                                  Their commitment to their                                                     calling eluded all reasoning                                                     of the popular media. The                                                     heroic culture of our time                                                     is that of the poor boy who                                                     becomes rich rather than one                                                     so rich who chooses to become                                                     poor. Jim Elliot and the other                                                     four missionaries who gave                                                     up their lives in reaching                                                     the Auca Indians with the                                                     gospel mirrors Christ who                                                     from Heaven’s riches                                                     came to earth willingly to                                                     die a lowly and painful death                                                     so that we may be reconciled                                                     with God.
                                                  The missionaries carried                                                     guns primarily for protection                                                     against wild animals but were                                                     careful to keep them out of                                                     sight. They had agreed with                                                     each other before God that                                                     they would not use it in a                                                     human attack, even if it meant                                                     facing certain death, for                                                     this was the way Christ won                                                     the world with God’s                                                     message of salvation. The                                                     armies of heaven were at ready                                                     to rescue Him from the cross                                                     at His command, but that would                                                     have defeated God’s                                                     purpose.
                                                  It was the realisation by                                                     the Auca people that the missionaries                                                     were capable of defending                                                     themselves but had chosen                                                     not to that perplexed and                                                     haunted them for a long time.
                                                  When the Aucas kill, they                                                     use the strategy of superior                                                     force in numbers to overwhelm                                                     their prey. Six Aucas with                                                     spears were no match for five                                                     foreigners armed with guns,                                                     and so Gikita the Auca leader,                                                     decided that the element of                                                     surprise was necessary. On                                                     that early Sunday afternoon,                                                     the six attackers came out                                                     of the jungle to greet the                                                     missionaries in a friendly                                                     manner as they had in previous
                                                    contacts. Gikita sent three                                                     women ahead to the far side                                                     of the river to distract and                                                     separate the missionaries                                                     as a strategy for the attack.                                                     Jim and Peter waded into the                                                     river to greet the women.                                                     Nampa, a young Auca warrior,                                                     ran towards them and speared                                                     Jim first. Gikita then rushed                                                     at Nate, spearing him, and                                                     then turned on Ed who had                                                     gone to Nate’s aid.                                                     Roger, who ran to the plane                                                     parked on the river sand bank                                                     to radio their situation,                                                     was speared in the back.
                                                  During the attack, Peter                                                     who was wading out with Jim                                                     to greet the women, had rushed                                                     to the far side of the river                                                     and called out in what little                                                     Auca he knew, saying “We                                                     just came to meet you and                                                     not to hurt anyone. Why are                                                     you attacking us”? If                                                     he had fled into the jungle,                                                     he would have lived. Instead,                                                     he waited and was speared                                                     by one of the young Aucas                                                     called Kimo. In Auca custom,                                                     the bodies of the five missionaries                                                     were thrown into the river.                                                     Four of the bodies were recovered                                                     from the river by a search                                                     and rescue party sent out                                                     the next day, but Ed McCully’s                                                     body had been washed away.
                                                  After the killings, the Auca                                                     Indians saw what they later                                                     described as angels singing                                                     above the trees. Instinctively,                                                     they knew the bright lights                                                     they saw moving around, shining                                                     like a sky full of beetles                                                     similar to fireflies but brighter                                                     and unblinking, were something                                                     supernatural. This experience                                                     was what drew one of women                                                     present at the attack to believe                                                     in God. They were able to                                                     later identify the music from                                                     a record player to be choral                                                     singing.
The missionary widows, not                                                     to be distracted by the public                                                     outpouring of sympathy or                                                     their personal loss, had boldly                                                     ventured into the Ecuadorian                                                     jungle again in late 1958                                                     with their young children,                                                     establishing a mission among                                                     the Auca people and eventually                                                     winning the entire tribe for                                                     Christ. Gikita, now a forgiven                                                     believer, has seen his children                                                     and grand-children grow up                                                     without the constant fear                                                     of spearing, and dreams only                                                     of going to heaven and living                                                     peacefully with the five men                                                     who came to tell
                                                    him about his creator God.
                                                  The five missionaries left                                                     behind nine children and one                                                     unborn. They never got to                                                     watch their children grow                                                     up and enjoy their grandchildren.                                                     They willingly faced death                                                     for the sake of obeying God’s                                                     calling to bring the gospel                                                     to the Auca people, a tribe                                                     known for their violence toward                                                     outsiders. Since the first                                                     missionary to enter Auca territory,                                                     a Jesuit priest, was murdered                                                     in 1667, a long history of                                                     death
                                                    by spearing had greeted oil                                                     company employees, rubber                                                     hunters and the early Spanish                                                     conquistadors who had ventured                                                     there.
                                                  Upon graduating from Wheaton                                                     College and declaring his                                                     plans to bring the gospel                                                     to the Auca Indians, Jim Elliot                                                     was once asked if he was foolhardy                                                     in embarking on such an undertaking;                                                     he replied: “He is no                                                     fool who gives what he cannot                                                     keep to gain what he cannot                                                     lose”.
                                                  
                                                    Bibliography
                                                    Hartzell, Char M., The Triumph                                                     of Martyrdom. Wheaton Alumni,                                                     Spring 1996
                                                  Saint, Steve., The Ecuador                                                     Martyrs: Did They Have to                                                     Die? Christianity Today, September
                                                    16, 1996, 26
 
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